Meygan Bratz the diary of a Bratz doll (best viewed on IE!) 
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Being sick is lame. I've been nauseous for the past couple days and I think I'm starting to come down with a fever. Someone come take care of me.
As stressful as christmas gets and as much as I want to be all 'Bah-humbug' sometimes and what not. I refuse to. My mom used to LOVE christmas. This is embarassing to admit but one year we had a fake tree and my mom insisted on leaving it up all year!
I just told my friends she was a little crazy. Well christmas hasnt really been the same since my uncle died a few years ago and it's just been pretty depressing sometimes because he had so much fun with it and did funny things that no one does anymore but everybody misses but nobody wants to do. I don't think christmas is what it used to be for anyone anymore though. I remember when I was a kid christmas was a HUGE deal and we would count down the days, we'd go look at christmas lights, decorate the tree, go to our family's house and all be merry. But now a days I dont see families getting all into it. My mom said she didn't even want to bother with a tree this year and I was all *gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasp* as if! We WILL be getting a tree - she WILL decorate it with me - and she WILL like it. I know deep down she still loves christmas. I feel as though I must take it upon myself to keep christmas alive (for us at least). I mean I don't want my friends growing up in a world without fun holidays and it seems like if one person gets down eveyrone gets down like dominoes falling. With the way things are going in a matter of a few years there will be no more halloween. And when I have kids of my own someday, I want them to be excited all year for the next christmas damnit. The world just keeps getting suckier and suckier and I will not partake in the suckifying of it!
I'm going to go walk around and look at decorations and then wash my face and go to bed!