Meygan Bratz the diary of a Bratz doll (best viewed on IE!) 
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HEY computer land! LOL I got teased because of my last entry all yo and stuff - hey I was in a hurry :) i was thinking yesterday night, while i was sweating cuz it was soo hot even tho it was cool outside the house just heated up- well I was thinking, that im scared to grow up. All the desicions to make, all the goodbyes you must say, facing the world one-on-one. im scared of all that. im scared of ending up alone. i guess everyone has fears. especially me. being a teenager isnt very easy either but it sure is fun. i almost wanna be a kid forever. almost. i just like how i feel and see stuff. i keep reading and hearing people say it will change when i get older. i hope not.
another one is cuz yesterday while me and Cloe were eating we were thinkging of baby names. haha it was fun. i always thought i would never have kids and everyone always told me that i would someday change my mind. well i don't know at least now im considering it- far future tho. before it was a NO. i think life would be..i dont know what the word is. id have a bad feeling if before i died i didnt have family. so maybe i will have kids someday..NOT NOW NO!! haha i wanna be able to party thru high school. :) besides..i gotta find a daddy and as much as I love my friends like Cameron and Dylan- I can't think of being a mom and one the dad- its too much right now, I can't even deal with homework sometimes :). haha well thats not even the weirdest thing that happened to me- in fact two weird things.
Cloe rented the movie Signs the other day. She's like "OMG if u like scary movies go see that NOW! but if you guys who freak out easily..Beware!" i liked it i do like scary movies but thats only cuz i like the suspense and i also like being scared. i had seen it with yasmin and eitan (okay yeah that was a weird night too LOL Eitan is Mr Rockstar gloomy LOL) Dylan wasn't back from europe yet (some kinda family wedding thing and he didn't even really get to sighsee). Well she rented it and watched it with Dana- they got mochas and they got hyper. During the movie they were screaming im pretty sure Cloe said Dana was the loudest. I was suprised because nobdoy had been doing much with Dana lately. I mean she's nice but not really around much and never really tries to hang out with anyone- like if you see her in the mall alone she'll say "hi" but then just go on alone and not stay and hang out or walk around. So I asked more about her, Cloe said she seems sad. But she also did something really cool. Cloe's mom is weird. I have no idea what her life is like at home- she doesn;t talk much and we have to take her places a lot even though her mom would be home and stuff- anyway Cloe got in trouble that night with Dana there. what a surprise it seems like everytime im out with her we get in trouble with her mom. but see this time...They DIDNT DO ANYTHING! I think they got stuck without a ride to return the movie, and her mom didnt wanna take them and my mom wasn't in and I was gone (I would have driven her!) Then she got yelled at! She never gets grounded its just yelling- and her mom called her names!!! So she's all embarrased and they leave and WALK to the store alone and Dana was like "Its okay, they don't understand- adults are weird they forget when they were kids" and she HUGS Cloe- and Cloe starts to CRY! But she said it was like out of being happy that Dana understood! I mean I never thought of dana being NICE like that!
i notice that she hates to be wrong and she hates being told what to do. she likes recieving advice and all that, but she doesnt like when u have it a different way than her. she thinks shes right no matter what. i dont know whether to call her stubborn or what. Maybe...i should expand my vocabulary. haha But you know she is never mean about it- hard to explain but even when she'spushy you don't end up hating her. So I was amazed but not surprised.
So it was a Purple day for Cloe
I think i should explain that. when i have a blue day it means its a really bad one. this wasnt THAT bad. thats why it was a purple day. i talked to cloe for about an hour on the phone. im going to her house on friday when she has to go and then saturday were going to the beach. whats better than going to the beach 2 days before school starts to be hard??? NADA. ok maybeit will be cold but its still pretty. Then she came over and said Dana was asking about all of us and then me especially, I don't know why me. She seemed to like me- I like her and all but - wel you know she isn't very open but then shock- Dana calls me. I ask her over and she says yes! I had never heard of her going to visit anyone. So she comes over and we talk about a ton of stuff. But mainly this one thing.
Dana was really upset. she sent something to someone in the mail and it got lost. she sent a bracelet with a letter and the bracelet got lost! that bracelet meant a lot to her. her grandma gave it to her.:( shes dead now. Of course your'e thinking WHY THE HECK DID YOU SEND IT TO THEM?? She wanted them to have something special of hers and that was all she could find. Its a cousin of hers who is sick and has been for a long time so its all SAD. So we talked about sad stuff most of the time but it was weird because when she left- it was like we had become friends. I mean we were always friendly and stuff, but she was telling me stuff she said she never told anyone- and I'm not goin to tell anyone else now either even though she never said "don't tell anybody". Its pretty cool-wow I have a new friend. We are going to take pictures soon .
over and out for now
ps-LOL i am looking forward to halloween because: 